the greatest moment of my life was when i delivered my first. not that every baby wasent absolute magic but, leahs delivery was just awesome. incredibly emotional. beyond words.
she hurt her shoulder today outside on the playground. so after school, i drew her a hot bath and sat next to her and we just talked. we talked about everything and nothing. these last few weeks i have been really enjoying her as a young adult. today we talked about her friends, her schoolwork, her ferret, her siblings, and the crazy things girls bodies do when growing up. wow, growing up. my sweet little bean is growing up. i remember like it was yesterday (ok im getting all old lady on ya) i remember when it was just the two of us. life was so hard but so rich. i was so young, and trying so hard. trying to be the best mom i could, to provide everything by myself. were in a whole new life now. its new for me too, not just her. i have no idea where im going with this... i am very thankful to have such great little kids, a wonderful almost 10 year old, and an amazing husband. my life has changed so much. i am happy. i know i complain on here a bunch, but i am very thankful for everything that has ever happened to me. the good the bad and the ugly. i have grown strong and i love my life.
